...and i just find my fingers dancing across this keyboard. there's no subject, no one idea to this blog, its all just going to be random thoughts and tangents upon tangents.
so i gotta say a good cover song is something i enjoy finding. its like finding a toy in a cereal box when you pour it into your bowl and you didn't expect one to come out. overall a nice surprise. right now the current cover song im listening to is "wonderwall" by ryan adams. the original by oasis was a little bit more upbeat but ryan's version has a little bit more, let me say feeling to it. makes the word "wonderwall" not seem like some random, made up word. so if you guys know any good cover songs, send them over here, a good one always makes my day that much better.
today i had a few tests done on my knee. you know me always breaking down for some reason, but i come back fiercer, stronger, faster. ok...not really. but i gotta say my resilience is something. its been a few years since my last MRI and you know what i was due for one. and not just to check my knee but to also give me a chance to take a nap, something i haven't done in awhile. they laid me on that MRI table and put some classical music on and five minutes into it, BAM, i was knocked out. embarassed to say that the technician had to wake me up at the end with a tissue in hand because i was semi-drueling, hahaha.
one thing i feel about my life is that im missing that little something something. and i hate to say it, but its a girl. i never like to admit it, but for me its always easier to admit something on paper, online in a blog, in a note, than in person. but i dont know maybe im just envious of the people who do have a significant others. and it doesn't help that the closest of my friends and friends in general are all in relationships. i dont know it just seems to make things a little bit easier with someone. know someones there to talk to no matter what, hangout, help you with the littlest to the biggest favors. just easier. i guess for me it'll happen in time.
and now im left with the debate of whether to wake up super early tomorrow. as of now im writing in this blog of mine at 120am and probably won't fall asleep till like 3am. and its not the waking up part thats hard, its the staying up and getting out of bed. my goal for waking up tomorrow morning is 645am, just enough time to eat, stuff my board in my car, and drive. i gotta say, outta alot of things in this world, wading in the ocean on a board at dawn is one of the most relaxing things i have ever done. so hppefully i get to enjoy that tomorrow. someone give me a wake up call. thanks. haha.
alright after all my tangents and randomness, im heading to bed. goodnight.
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whats wrong with your knee??
ReplyDeleteAnd I know exactly how you feel about missing that "lil somethin" in your life. Sometimes I feel like that too, I think everyone does which is completely normal. the feeling of emptiness. But one thing I can tell you is the best things in life happen when you least expect it. Many people make the mistake of "searching" for their significant other, but I don't think you can ever find true love that way. People also make the mistake of rushing into a relationship just to be in one when they're not ready and I can say, I have made that mistake.
Through-out these 19 years of my life, the one thing I have learned is to be content with myself. A lot of times females get into relationships because they like having someone care for them and someone they can be interdependent upon but those relationships never seem to work out. I've learned that a person has to be comfortable and content with themselves and know who they truly are before they get involved with someone else. I think the true beauty of being in a relationship is having someone that can give you personal growth, someone you can grow from and with.
I could go on for days about this but I don't want to bore you. Have a good night and hope your knee gets better.
Also, I find it easier to write things down too. I guess that's why I update my facebook status so much lol
yes sir, you hit the nail on the head haha. the single life is definitely not all it's cracked up to be, and sitting in the water catching waves definitely is one of the most relaxing things in the world. good post man
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